A panic attack is horrible. I have so many changes and things happening, all that's happening is a panic attack. Not severe, just a big fat elephant sat on my chest making it 10x harder for me to breathe. With general anxiety disorder, change is a massive trigger to the attacks. It's like looking at… Continue reading Big fat elephant ugh.
Anxiety isn't just about constant worry 24/7. It's second guessing yourself all the time. Why did I say that? What are they going to say? Am I making the right choice? Is this a good idea? Can I actually do this? I don't think I can do this It's not the right time Imagine trying… Continue reading Anxiety vs Ambitions
Ugh. Let's be honest here, I really really cannot be bothered to run a mile today. Ugh! I just want to sleep and be lazy. It's 4pm and I'm still yet to do the first run for R.E.D. I keep looking at my nails and thinking "come on, I can do this, I need to… Continue reading Day one of R.E.D
So today marks the first day of 2018 and also the first page of the blank story book for us all to write. Most importantly, it is the first day of R.E.D January for Mind - mental health charity. The first day of changing my mental and physical health with being active. Firstly, you are… Continue reading R.E.D January 2018
Talking. For something so simple, it's easier said than done. It seems to be the one thing we all lack in when life gets all on top of us and we just want to pop! It's like you want to talk and offload but then you don't want to burden someone with your own feelings… Continue reading Three simple words
"I know how you feel, I'm stressed too". Just no. Stop right there. Anxiety is NOT the same as being stressed. So please do not compare me to your stressed self because you do NOT know how anxiety feels. Yes anxiety and stress are similar but they are very different too. They have majority of… Continue reading I’m not stressed!!
Dear Monkey, Why me? Why did you have to choose me? Why do you have to sit on my shoulder 24/7 muttering away in my ear? Why do you have to make me over think and over analyse everything I do? Please can you just go away. Please can you just leave me alone. Please… Continue reading Dear Monkey